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+aki+
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+Singapore Polytechnic+
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+female+


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jia liang
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jocelyn
jonathan
leonard
Mr Gui
priscilla
rachel
shaun
siew tang
sze hui
wei jia
yen lin
yeow chong
yuen ying
zhao hong

benjamin
bisi
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wei siong
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xue xin
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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Thanks w for saving my life in class ytd..lol..my lappy failed on me!!
but i found out why...
cos i didn't update my windows on time..=.=
hahahhahs
okok
end here..
lots of things to do this weekend..=(
dead meat


.fallen angel.`@ 4:56 PM


Monday, January 19, 2009

argh!!
i wanna complain!!
it's so boring in school!!
for the past one year,
all i did was :
went to school, eat during lunch time, went home
HAHHAs it's so monotonous and Extremely boring..
i wan some class outing and so on!! (fat hope)
hahahhahhas okok guess i'll have to stop crapping..=)
hey chaps,
date me out some days..xD
hahhahhas...xP


.fallen angel.`@ 8:11 PM




WOO~
cant wait till i start my webp to post this
something Terribly funny happened during hardware lab today..
hahhahs laugh till my stomache sia..
ok this was wat happened:
we're suppose to be doing lab 13,
then somehow people started walking around pressing "F1" on other people's computer({for linux user interface only} when "F1" is pressed, the help for firefox will open and in the end, there's ard 200+ windows opened at one of the comp as the person pressed for a long time..=.= then the whole system lagged)
ok back to the story,
then on of my classmate wanted to press the computer that our teacher is using..
1st attempt: he press once and walked off teacher went back to his seat and saw tt open "help for firefox" (LOl sth like tt) he said:"what's this? how come it suddenly pop out?"
we were all like Restraining ourselves from laughing los.. (well, not all but at least i did..lol)
then the teacher went away again..
2nd(final) attempt: two person (one with the chair another one on foot)went to press it again..
LOL this time the windows opened one by one(for ard 46 times) and they kinda like backed off..(on foot one ran away whereas the one seating on the chair (with wheels below) tried to roll back to his seat BUT the wheels defied him, causing him to roll to the front of the class and he kinda like panicked and stood up, carried the chair and ran back to his seat With the chair in his arms..LOL...
HE LOOKED SO FUNNY RUNNING...HAHHHAs..=x
woops..seriously no offence...xD


hmmmmmm, anyone having problems handling things on their own and wanna find a listening ear, feel free to talk to me..=)
be rest assured that nth you all told me will be leaked out to the outside whole..=)


.fallen angel.`@ 7:19 PM


Sunday, January 18, 2009

here's another test from the same website.=)


Brain Lateralization Test Results
Right Brain (56%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.
Left Brain (58%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain
Are You Right or Left Brained?
personality tests by similarminds.com



Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven.


Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate effectively.
Overall you appear to have fairly Equal Hemispheres

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According to Darwinian theory, optimal evolution takes place with random variation and selective retention. The evolution savvy individual will try many different approaches when faced with a problem and select the best of those approaches. Many historical intellectuals have confessed their advantage was simply considering/exploring/trying more approaches than others. The left brain dominant type suffers from limited approaches, narrow-mindedness. The right brain dominant type suffers from too many approaches, scatterbrained. To maintain balanced hemispheres, you need to exercise both variability and selection. Just as a company will have more chance of finding a great candidate by increasing their applicant pool, an individual who considers a wider set of options is more likely to make quality decisions.


.fallen angel.`@ 5:26 PM




Thanks to diana's web intro..=)
ehh this is one of the test's result..=.=




Disorder Info
Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal

Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.
Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic
Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.
Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.
Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.

Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive
Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.
OMG i've got some of these disorders badly...T.T.....
hahas i've updated..=)


.fallen angel.`@ 4:50 PM


Sunday, January 11, 2009

woo~
freaks @ the maternal side
cmi already!


.fallen angel.`@ 11:17 PM




Thanks to hq..=)


aki's personality type:
Popular and sensitive, with outstanding people skills. Externally focused, with real concern for how others think and feel. Usually dislike being alone. They see everything from the human angle and dislike impersonal analysis. Very effective at managing people issues and leading group discussions. Interested in serving others and probably place the needs of others over their own needs.
Careers that could fit aki include:
Teachers, consultants, psychiatrists, social workers, counselors, clergy, sales representatives, human resources, managers, events coordinators, politicians, diplomats, writers, actors, designers, homemakers, musicians, religious workers.



lol...................................................!

and and i ain't kind!! T.T
*emo-ing in progress*


.fallen angel.`@ 7:09 PM




~ Because you live ~

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I really know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, whats the use if your killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live


.fallen angel.`@ 3:44 PM


Friday, January 09, 2009

GOOD LUCK FOR PEOPLE TAKING BACK O LeveL RESULTS THIS MONDAY! =)


.fallen angel.`@ 7:15 PM


Friday, January 02, 2009

ha ha,
i'm blogging for u guys out there..
well,
somehow sth got into me...
and i've been trying to get a diff experience at polytechnic in singapore.
it's sad to remind myself that i'm going back for good in a few years time..
all i hope for in sp is just a simple happy experience here...
and i found out that it's impossible to achieve whenever school starts..
currently still learning to be more independent as a person,
please forgive me if i'd done sth wrong and had caused misunderstandings..
now i know i'm not up to standard when compared with you guys..
sorry for sucking up and causing so much troubles from the start of the school till now..
we wouldn't see one another for long, so no worries..=)
stay cheerful and continue living up to the fullest like you've all nv met me before..
cheers to you guys..=]
enjoy ur poly life.

on the other hand,
i'll definitely miss those who considered me as their friends and of cos vise versa..
hope we got to see each other either overseas or when i come back to visit..:D
(i'm gonna be bhb here)i'll be really sad but even if u all came to see me off a few years later, stay strong ok, dun cry for me..i'll always be there for you guys wherever possible...and there'll always be a fine chaps in singapore waiting for my return right?...

ok i gotta stop here..


.fallen angel.`@ 9:05 PM