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Sunday, September 28, 2008

hahhas,
i really missed this song!
it's been so long since i last listen to it..
still remembered the first time i listened to it and got addicted to it..LOL
hahas,
then on the way home from secondary school,
i was with R and D..
then R on the loud speaker and started singing along with this song..
then i 1st time heard D singing!!
hahhahahs,
he really surprised us tho..
lols...
hahas, he sang the Troy part though...
hahahhas...
really missed those secondary days..........


.fallen angel.`@ 2:12 PM


Saturday, September 27, 2008

WAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAS
i've got the know more friends thanks to diana!
=]
hahas,
seriously i've got nth much to update about..
i'm forced by didi!
lols..
hmmmmmmmmm,
let me think of what to write...
Erm.....
well,
i would also like to thank HAPS for accompanying me through this torturous 6 weeks of holiday...=]
hmmmmmmmmmm,
next topic...lols
TWILIGHT MOVIE IS COMING OUT!!!
YAY!! hehehe...
MUST JIO ME GO WATCH IT TGT!!!
xD
lols, ok another topic:
DIANA!!! WHEN WILL UR SOTONG-ness GO AWAY?!??!?!
hahahhahas, ytd i really became speechless los...LOL
o ya, another topic:
today i went for tuitions again right..
then hor, the fire alarm suddenly went off!
then the teacher said that we all have to practise the fire drill tgt...=.=(i tot only government school have tt only...tuition centres also have..)
the most funniest thing about the whole incident is that we all walked down from the second floor (through fire escape) staircase then walk out and turn into the building again.....
THERE"S NO DIFFERENCE!!! lols...
in the end we all went straight back into the classroom again...=.=
waste our time..
lols, guess i've type enough for today...hahas..happy??..xP


.fallen angel.`@ 7:35 PM


Thursday, September 25, 2008

lols,
S Club 7 's Say Goodbye is back in my blog...
enjoy~! =]


.fallen angel.`@ 6:42 PM


Wednesday, September 24, 2008

HA!
this afternoon,
when i reached my parents' shop,
i saw that the NAFA had a "Vibrant Concert"..
all i heard was a guy trying hard to sing...
not until he starting singing "Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade,
i never really did care though.
then i felt quite irritated for he had sang it using his hoarse voice..
spoiled the whole song los..
actually, he sang it quite ok ba...
guess i'm quite bias.
hmmmmmmmm, this monday, P & A visited me...WEEEE~!
hahas, thanks for accompanying me!!
=]

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.fallen angel.`@ 6:18 PM


Sunday, September 21, 2008

OH NO!!!
MY MP3!!!
T.T
my mum took my shorts to wash and never check that whether there's anything inside my pocket...
and for heaven's sake I WAS HALF-ASLEEP!!!
then today went downstairs to jog for the 1st time in my life and guess what
i've got blister on my leg and when i came back i saw my poor mp3 taken out from the WASHING MACHINE!!!...
Y.Y
waaaaaaaaaaaa...
my $197 gone!!!
and not really because of that..
it's the only thing my brother bought for me...
OH GOD,
please help me revive my mp3...
oh no oh no.........* gonna grief for my mp3 *


.fallen angel.`@ 12:51 PM


Saturday, September 20, 2008

LOL
went for tuition today...
guess what.
u all should knw tuition class should be quiet right..
then when we all were suppose to do our thing,
the boy beside my buddy made a VERY VERY FUNNY sound...
=.=
then at first we tried to act as nothing happened.
then...i dun knw why i keep thinking..
then i started my non-stop-giggling...
LOL,
then my buddy also starts giggling...
HAHAHAHHAS
it's damn funny...
then we laughed till the end of the class...=.=
hahas.
think tt's it for today..=]
stay tune for more updates...^^


.fallen angel.`@ 5:55 PM


Friday, September 19, 2008

WOO~
it's so bored..
anyway,(to P and S)
THANKS FOR COMING HERE AND PEI ME~~~!
hahahas,
knw how bored is it for me to stay put in a place for a month and 2 weeks?...LOL
hahas, oh ya,
not that i dun wan u all to come la,
but dun come too frequently..hahas..
later my mum told my dad then they'll start lecturing me again..=.=
hmmmmmm
but i think one week once should be ok...=]
hahas,
thanks for coming!!!
=]=]=]
OMG,
tml tuition i haven finished the homework...=X
continue next time..=]


.fallen angel.`@ 2:04 PM


Thursday, September 18, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Mr Gui!!!
Thank you for teaching us for those two memorable years and taking good care our our class. I'm very sure that 4H/07 were all grateful to you for conducting endless remedial lessons out of your own time(even though most of them never really attended). Still, all of us passed Physics by the end of the Olvl. Thank you so much for your endless patience that you have given us all those times. I'm sorry for all the trouble our class had caused to you. Thanks once again. =]


.fallen angel.`@ 1:07 PM


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Happy Birthday to Anthony~!
hohoho...jia you for everything u do!!!

OH MY GOODNESS~!!!
this is my results:



haix,
not too bad la
but hor lose to my bro by a fair bit for gpa marks...
haix haix


.fallen angel.`@ 1:49 PM


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

HEY HEY ATTENTION TO ALL MANJUSRIANS!!
PLEASE PASS THIS MESSAGE AROUND:
THERE IS A HOME-COMING-CUM-FAREWELL TEA 2008 FOR EX-MJRS(ALUMNI)
ON THE 15TH NOV 2008.
FOR MORE INFORMATION,
PLS VISIT THE MJR Website Or look at the pdf file >> (CLICK HERE)

HOPE TO SEE ALL OF U THERE!~

Cheers~!..=]


hahas, saw two cats the other day on the way to my parents' shop:


Blackie: hey babe, come here!
greyie: ok, wat's up?
blackie: nth, just shoo...

greyie: hump*
blackie: hey hey, i'm just kidding...

end of story..=]

haix, business is getting worse recently..
hope my family will get through this drop in economy...lols..
i'll have to save more from now on...lols....hahas, therefore, dun call me out if there's nth impt..
i'll appreciate tt..=]
OH MY GOD!
GOD bless us all~
for tml we'll be getting back our Semester Results~!!!
Can't slp for nights man...
think i'll earned my panda-eyes soon...LOL..
but it's NOT MY FAULT!~
i cant slp...Y.Y.....
anyway, All the Best~!...=]=]=]


OMG OMG OMG~!!!
彭于晏(Eddie) IS SO DAMN CUTE OK,
hahas, that's ONE of the reasons why I watched the 《少年杨家将》.
OH MY GOD~!
HAHAHAs...
i think he really knows how to spread strong charisma all ard...
OMG,
no wonder the lady in the last episode said as long as they have spent one happy day tgt as husband and wife, tt's enough cos she've buried him safely in her heart..
cos cos...
he'll just have to take a look at u,
then ur heart will start to melt ALL THE WAY!!!
LOL...
i knw this might be exaggerating to u all BUT THIS IS REALLY TRUE~!!!
OMG~!!!
i can spend the whole holiday doing nth by staring at his picture!!!..=x
HOHOHO!
anw, i'm mad, dun need to care abt me~~
=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]


.fallen angel.`@ 2:13 PM


Monday, September 15, 2008

what happen to people now adays??
LOL
now then i know, i hope it's not too late.
haix haix...
generation gap...
now is friends gap...LOL...
diana zhong se qing you (Gary) sia...try talking to her during the fei chang superband...
she'll keep saying be right back if she didn't ignore u...LOL...
=P...
hohoho~ must be honoured ok, i talking abt u leh...
hehehe...
then the two of them sweet talking...
then the other one busy doing dun knw wat thing...LOL..
hmmm...
guess i'm very glad tt i still can write on my blog...LOL...
hahas...lols...
generation gap...
i wonder wat technology will be invented next to be as hard to learn as parents trying to suit to high technology now.
lols...
and i think my english's getting worse...OMG.....
hmm, thinking of the brighter side...
THANK GOD i'm still in contact with that few primary school friends..hahas, i'll get bored to death posting on my blog so frequently....lols...


.fallen angel.`@ 11:52 PM




ATTENTION MJR 4G 2007!

Long time no see! Mrs Lim says that there is a farewell party on 15 NOV since the school is moving soon. It costs 20 bucks. and she says that she hopes all of YOU can go. :D Pls contact Rachel Wong if you're going :D and pls help to spread the word to YOUR classmates :D SHE'd really like to see all of YOU there hahas :D GO 4G! :D


as for MJR 4H 2007,

It's been AGES since we've ALL gathered. Hope we'll be welcome at the farewell party IF we join in. MJR @ sims drive is going to move this November (starting from next year) to this new location (Ubi). This might be our last chance to step into the school building filled with so much memories - happy and sad. Someone from our class will have to organise a gathering in school end of this year. I really hope everyone will be able to gather IF someone - whoever that person might be - had organised one. Missed all of you.


.fallen angel.`@ 4:50 PM


Saturday, September 13, 2008

hmmmmmm
nothing to blog...
well,
actually, there's something...
in order to make diana feel Honoured
i'm WRITING THIS POST FOR HER~
hehehe
see i'm so good, thk me thk me...=P
hahas, just kidding..
hmmmm
Diana:
HOHOHO!
I know u're reading this...
CAughTCHA~!
xP
hmmmm
what exactly did u wan me to write about u??
=P
hahahhas...
anyway...

had tuition today...
my teacher asked us to imagine that we are 45years old and is a VERY VERY successful ppl.
1) what position did u currently hold?
2) what makes u so successful?
3) how did u help in secondary school after u graduate?

sth like tt...
hahs, actually why did i put tt on??...
LOL..
ps stm...
hahas, anw, i forgot liao...
LOL...
o ya,
diana,
u ar...
must have more self-esteem...
dun always let them get to u so easily sia...
hahas,
u said u're ok with that...
but where's ur...erm forgot the word...courage to stand up for urself??...
nono, i'm not saying u're wrong or wat...
hahas no offence...
but hor...
i see u kena bully...
i feel quite bad...hahas...
as a friend la...
cos i cant stand knwing friends kena bully and i stand aside watchin..
hahas...
ps ar, i dun mean to butt in..
well, think i've type more than enough..
gonna rest my hands a while...lols
holiday is sooooo long...


.fallen angel.`@ 7:55 PM




Ooooooooooooooooooooo
THANK YOU SO MUCH!~~~
ALL THANKS TO SOMEONE I've got mor songs..=P...
HOHOHO!~...
anw,
slp early gals and guys!!
:D


.fallen angel.`@ 12:20 AM


Friday, September 12, 2008

WOO HUU!~
finished the Midnight Sun till chapter 12 yesterday!!
hehehe
anyone wants to read??
it's from Stephenie Meyer's website..
i do really hope that she can continue to write the book despite what had happened.
anyway,
YEAH~!!!
TWILIGHT'S COMING OUT SOON!!!...
=]=]=]
lala~ lala~
lala~ lala~
ELMO'S WORLD!~
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO!!!!!


.fallen angel.`@ 1:18 PM


Thursday, September 11, 2008

WOOOO~...
GOOD NEWS HERE!!
*YEAH*!!!
~skipping ard with joy~...
ermm humm..
where am i?
oh ya,
GOOD NEWS..

"Now for the good news! Though we're all sad to have to wait for Harry Potter, this open spot at the theater creates a cool opportunity. The good people at Summit were thrilled to let me know that now Twilight fans are going to get their movie three weeks earlier than scheduled. That's right—Twilight will be released in theaters November 21st! Let the merry-making commence!" - an extract from Stephenie Meyer's website.

DID YOU SEE IT???
NO??
Twilight will be released in theaters November 21st!!!

WOO~ HUU~...
YEAH YESH YEAH!!...
HOHOHO!~~
ehh, though i'm not sure does it include Singapore..
hmmmmmm
........
*deep in thought*


.fallen angel.`@ 6:52 PM


Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Just want to share with all of you.

Today I would like ask all of you this question:

Are you trying too hard?
What happen when you run a machine too hard and too long?
It burns out. The same thing happens to a human machine – you. When people struggle too hard and too long to reach a goal, they burn out.
Burnout is a state of fatigue and frustration brought on by an intense pursuit of a goal or devotion to a cause. It brings on a series of physical, emotional and psychological problems.

Victims of burnout
Super achievers often suffered from burnout. They usually have overly full schedules and yet still find the time to take on more.
When working on projects, they usually do more than their share. Part of the problem relates their inability or unwillingness to delegate (assign) things to others.
They like things done right and done on time. Consequently, they do almost everything themselves.
I liken (relate/associate) burnout victims to jugglers. They pick up three balls - jobs, tasks and causes – and start juggling them.
Once they felt competent (capable) enough, they pick up two more balls. Then, three more. Now they are juggling eight tasks at the same time.
Other people marvel at the burnout victim’s ability to do so many things at the same time.
However, nobody works well under extreme levels of tension (stress) and pressure for extended periods of time.
Eventually, the overall quality of the victim’s work diminishes, and people around him become increasingly skeptical (doubtful), disappointed and critical of his work.
The victim senses these negative feelings and overcompensates by pushing himself even harder.
He actually picks up four more balls for his juggling act. The quality of his work deteriorates (worsen) even further. The vicious cycle of burnout claims another victim.

Losing perspective
People who fall prey to burnout are not incompetent (useless) in their work. They have simply lost their perspective of what is really important in life.
They strive too hard to reach a goal in one area of their lives, such as their business or profession, and let the other areas, such as their family, social and personal lives, flounder (struggle).
They usually do not heed the warning signals or symptoms of burnout because they honestly believe things will get better soon. They don’t!
Burnout victims simply expose themselves to too much stress over too short a period of time, and they crash and burn.
Even when they are lucky enough to achieve their goal and get what they want, it usually isn’t what they expected.
In other words, the reward doesn’t seem to compensate them for their efforts.

Signs of burning out
If you are suffering from burnout, you are probably exhibiting some or all of the burnout symptoms.
These include constant exhaustion, paranoia (mistrust, suspicion), forgetfulness, emotional tension, boredom, lethargy (weariness, exhaustion), impatience, irritability (bad temper), skepticism (doubt) and cynicism (sarcasm), and a superman complex – you feel all – powerful.
However, it is common for people to experience some of these ills occasionally, yet temporary, in some areas of their lives.
Burnout victims have symptoms that are constant, growing and pervasive throughout all aspect of their lives. They are truly sick physically and emotionally.
Being successful is not easy. It takes hard work, smart work and dedication.
If you try too hard to succeed at the expense of other areas of your life, it is only a matter of time before you burnout.
The consequences of burnout are not pretty. You do not have to fall victim to it if you keep your goals in perspective and your total life in balance. You will be successful in all areas of life, not just work.


so take some time out, let urself relax for a bit~!!
the above is an extract from yesterday's straits times.


.fallen angel.`@ 6:49 PM




WOOOO~ this is a better one!!!
TWILIGHT TRAILER!!!
ENJOY~


.fallen angel.`@ 6:00 PM






WOO~this is Twilight short clips...LOL...
SO NICE~~
must watch it during end of year~...
YESH~!!!



WOW~...
this is the new moon (2nd edition) trailer
enjoy~~

1)Twilight
2)New Moon
3)Eclipse
4)Breaking Dawn

TWILIGHT IS COMING OUT!!!
*YEAH!!!*
*jump with joy*


.fallen angel.`@ 5:44 PM


Monday, September 08, 2008

HOHOHO!
tell u all wat...
last night before i fell asleep,
suddenly there's water practically POURING from the air-con ONTO MY BED...
i was already in dreamy state then i stared at the dripping water dreamily...
LOL...
when i realised that there's WATER (H2O) on my bed...
i snatched my pillow away towards dry land and stared at the water wondering where the HELL did it come from...
lols...
luckily my dad used some clothe to stop the erm...sound of the POURING....
-.-
nvm,
so i comtinue slping...lols...
MY BED IS WET!!!
hahas, people might say i wet my bed...=.=
nvm...hahas..lols...
I AM SO BORED!!!
...................................................................................................................................................................


.fallen angel.`@ 1:20 PM




WOOO~..
PROMO STARTS TODAY!!!
ALL THE BEST FOR GP TODAY!!!
JIA YOU JIA YOU~
hahas...
kena trojan horses...scan them out and moved it to virus vault...
lols...
this morning waited for the singtel personal to arrive...
modem at home should be working now...xD
but cant use comp at home tho..hahas...lols...
OMG...
i'm just so bored...
BORED.
lalalalalalalalalalalllalala~...
boring~
boring~
why am i so bored...~
ok, i'm mad.
AHHHH!!!
haix...
sad sad sad sad sad..
COMPLICATED!!!!!
noononononono
NNNNNNNNNOOOOO
lalalalala~...
testing one two three...
lalalas.....
haix
it's KILLING ME~!!!
the boredom
=.=
ok, just ignoreme...lols...


.fallen angel.`@ 12:45 PM


Saturday, September 06, 2008

woo~
1st time walking in the public, since the start of holiday, with such a huge crowd everywhere i go..
had this nausea feeling every now and then...
then i started to get dizzy...
decided to go home by then..
at the mrt saw J.T!!!
hahs, in school hardly met,
outside often met...
LOL...
oh man, i think my english CMI...
hahas, anyway,
we talked abt quite a number of things on te train.....
woo~
long time nv talk to her for so long..hahas
rmb in secondary school...
she sat behind me...
LOL...
hahas, ok, now i know i'm talkative...LOL...
nvm,
i think i'll stop here...
headache..lols...


.fallen angel.`@ 6:59 PM


Friday, September 05, 2008

had the old songs back..
hahas...
i don't knw wat to type for today...
to L:
well,
hmmmmmmm,
sorry,
i had to rest my brain for a day or two to come up with a good(or i think can work) method to help u...
dun knw why i just cant think of anyth today..
hahas
sorry hor..
anw,
hmmmmm
to T:
ehh, i really dun kw how to reply u...sorry for all the merry-go-rounds
but still, i think there are many others who can appreciate u than me..
and u must take good care of urself...
sorry for tying u down to so many things...
cos it's for ur own good..
but i had no right to force you to stop wat u wanna do..
thks for letting me knw + learn so much..
do take care.

to everyone:
HEY THIS IS HOLIDAY!!!
H
O
L
I
D
A
Y
!!!
get a life outside...
hahas,
good luck for everyone who's taking the promos !!...
jia you jia yous!!
*end*


.fallen angel.`@ 7:36 PM


Thursday, September 04, 2008

hahas,
in the previous post,
i talk abt people from diff country coming tgt as one..
well,
it's diff in my situation..
cos i'm fated to stay with my parents.
hahas,
sorry to disappoint u.
dun worry too much about nt being able to see me or not being able to understand me..
i'm hard to understand and so far very few ppl can understand me..hahas...
dun feel anything for me..
i'm not worth ur care or anyth...
well,
i think i just love being -erm-...independent.
think i wun be able to stick to anyone permenantly...
and i've realised my mistake for letting everything gone so far.
hmmmmm,
maybe somedays...everything will change for the better..
warning to everyone *dun get along with me for too long*


.fallen angel.`@ 3:36 PM


Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Sometimes avoiding(i don't knw whether this is the correct word to use here.) ain't something nice to do.
What if somedays in the future,
both the person (who were avoiding each other) works in the same company under the same sector?
well,
i know i'm being Kpo here.
but..
i still would like to sound out my opinion.
hahas..cos i'm Y. U. ...
well, let's continue..
sometimes,
if it's fate that holds both of you together,
none of you can run away.
however,
have anyone thought about this question:
Where the hell did FATE comes from?
well,
it's true that even if people are born in different countries,
they can stay together as one.
that's when you can see the "mix-bloods" all around.
well,
speaking about fate,
quote a person who could have a windfall of fortune by a fortune teller,
subsequently, he just thought that sitting at home will be enough..
and he waited for his fortune to fall onto him..
after many years,
he's still as poor as ever.
Due to his childishness,
not only did he lose his Chance of getting the "windfall of fortune",
he lost his youthfulness too.
there is a saying:
"You can neither win nor lose if you don't run the race." -- David Bowie well,
i'm not saying that anyone i know is childish.
however,
if everyone let fate decide WITHOUT even doing anything that could possibly help for YOUR OWN FUTURE, nothing good's going to happen.
don't trust me.
trust yourself.
the moral of the whole essay above is to tell EVERYONE to mould their own future carefully.
it's your own future.
i can do nothing but to give everyone of u my blessings.
God bless all of you.

HOHOHO!~...
back to my book~...
OH!..
forgot i've finished with the book..
OMG~...
hahas,
they're so lucky that the V. never attacked them.
OMG,
really very grateful to Alice and Jasper...
they have kind of stopped the whole fight~!...
oh man...
it's just so touching...
and most imptly,
THEY ARE GOING TO LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER!~(ETERNITY)


.fallen angel.`@ 4:37 PM


Tuesday, September 02, 2008

have anyone of you wondered if it's possible if a person could like two person at the same time?
forget about love,
just focus on like.
well,
in one of the book that i had read,
it shows that it is possible.
possible that a person could like two person at one go.
but..many people will point at the person and say he or she is a playboy/girl.
well,
it seem like it.
but..
who cares anyway...
LOL...
I AM SO BORED!~...
haix haix haix...
OH YA,
i've started reading the BREAKING DAWN...
HOHOHO!
it's JUST SO GREAT!!!
OMGOMGOMG~
Bella is pregnant with Edward's Daughter~...
hahas,
half human-half vampire...
OMG...
and the child is gifted too~
OMGOMG~
shan't review further...
hahas.....and and...
BELLA BECAME A VAMPIRE HERSELF TOO~...
OMG,
she looked so GORGEOUS-(i know this word is too cheap to use on her but i've got no better vocabulary then it)
omgomgomg...
hahas, i did see her in my mind though...virtually.
well, think tt's abt it for today then...
OMG~ I WANNA CONTINUE READING MY NOVEL~~~...xP
buais then.
i will be back.


.fallen angel.`@ 8:11 PM




HOHOHO~..
anime's song for today
=D
hahas, sorry, almost changing songs daily.
hahas...anyway...
i"m TOO BORED tt's why...
hahas,
and very sorry if i've got the 3 Qs with me all along..
thks diana for reminding me...LOL
i'll try to change for the better~
hahas..
maybe i'm too straight forward sometimes?
well well,
lets' see.


.fallen angel.`@ 6:56 PM


Monday, September 01, 2008

hahas,
old backstreet boys' songs at the side bars...
enjoy~...
=D
hahas, miss their songs...anw, I'm SO BORED~!!!...
can't go out...
sad...
T.T
anw anw,
enjoy your holidays everyone~...=]
6 weeks is long but can be quite short too...
don't lose it to dullness..


.fallen angel.`@ 2:18 PM