wa..sian...1 more week of holi left onli... i felt like i did very little things sia... even though i have a lot of friends, (to be straight here) i felt so lonely.. i noticed that even my mom seems to be colder to me ever since my cousin came.. than my bro always goes out w/ his friends w/o the need to tell my mom... and if i'm the 1 who did tat, she'll kill me the moment she saw me.. i'm like a hindrance to my family members sia.. they'll always disapprove to wat i say or do... stimes i wonder wat am i on earth for?.... for results? or for fun laughter joy and peace? i'm certainly gd in none of the above..i'm only a burden to them... and i agreed i really are..i also wonder why and who i'm still livin for..for 'O' level? for myself? wats the use of wastin the resources(food and money) on me anw? i really wonder..i m short, clumsy and stupid...tats me.. dun just judge on my appearance tats all... i'm evil, unexpected and can explode any time too.... but i can be a gd listener too.. but i think after u've read until here, i doubt that any1 will confide in me anymore.... even one of my best friend had lied to me..i'm really at lost.
